11.24.08
Something topical for once – Kingsway
We got a flyer in the mailbox about this “norquay village” the city wants to set up somewhere on kingsway. I can’t really make heads nor tails of it through the PR-speak but I know it’s important. Here’s the situation: The city wants to increase the density all up and down Kingsway and deep into the numbered streets running east-west. I’m not seeing a “village” in this, I’m seeing a suburban development in the middle of an old neighborhood in the city. Now we are right across from what is going to become an enormous development – a 22 story building with all kinds of promises, like a temporary community garden and supposedly a miniscule daycare. Not that that will solve the childcare crisis in the neighborhood.
So here’s my issue with density:
1. Transit is a nightmare on Kingsway. We are a route to both UBC and Metrotown, down nanaimo you get to downtown, yet the buses are infrequent and usually full to the gills. Since there’s no parking anyone can afford downtown, will transit be increased to handle all this increased density?
2. Parks and greenspaces are an absolute necessity in high-density areas. It is the presence of parks and greenspaces that makes vancouver one of the most liveable cities. Where are the parks in this plan? Where are the *permanent* community gardens?
3. Crime is a huge issue. Don’t tell me that with all manner of new people in the area the prostitution will decrease and the drugs will stop flowing. Of course it will keep happening.
4. High density is not what the people who live in the area moved here for. They moved here for cute neighborhoods with single family dwellings, nice yards and vegetable gardens and a community. Increase the density without adding community building amenities and you are looking at a destroyed neighbourhood.
5. The schools do not have the capacity to handle more students. Where is the concurrent education plan? If you are bringing thousands of new people to the area, where will the children go to school? Where will they go to high school?
A. They have a proposal about the 2400 motel. For chrissake that needs to be retained as a heritage site! The buildings should be repurposed to community amenity buildings – daycare and preschool to start with! Oh my goodness I am getting myself worked up.
Anyways, I’m going to the open house on the 28th and I’m going to voice my concerns. This is a project that needs more community consultation than it has had. This is the first flyer we’ve received about it and yet I see this has been going on for over a year now. It is sick the way the city keeps neighbours in the dark about such important things. I can only hope that when Gregor Robertson gets in as mayor something will change with these consultation processes.
11.23.08
Reptiles – a dream
I smiled at the little boy, looked up at the parents. Dad with his old-fashioned black slicker hair and Mummy with her round, equally shiny pile of curls. They smiled back, hands squeezing the boy’s shoulders simultaneously. The boy tried a grin – what would have passed for one in days long past had faded into a sickly grimace in his white face. “he hasn’t been well” and “things will improve with time” and other niceties passed back and forth. They were reluctant to leave him with me.
There wasn’t much of a choice, some performance they simply had to see and I was the last resort, the lesser of the many evils. So I came, they passed the boy to me with the “if anything happens” glare. It cupped my heart in razor fingers. I nodded, patted the boy’s back and sent him to his room. Daddy locked the bedroom door. “He wanders in his sleep.” I thought I heard small fists banging but they led me down the stairs to show me the amenities. TV, Fridge, Phone. Those razor fingers pressed on my heart. I nodded. They had to go now, they’d be late. They left. I released him from the dark sad room where he was captive.
Later he was asleep, and I heard them talking outside the door. I peered through the peephole at them. They were arguing about the boy. About “what would become of him” and other issues. I became invisible, hid in the bathroom while they entered as if they’d forgotten about me. There was a sound.
They’d shed this human face, talking with their lizard tongues from a half-body. I could not move. Legs, yes, human legs, and a human waist, and then this open fish head, this huge open, gaping fish mouth and from it a soft pink face and long scaled arms came. The boy, they would eat him tonight. He was ready. I raced up the stairs, opened his door and pulled him from his bed.
Enter the chase. The running to the car. The gas stations, the fast food, the diners, the strangers, the endless running. The boy becoming paler still, white and thin as paper.
One day he was choosing chips, salt and vingar, sour cream and onion… and I saw it on his neck. Three long red lines, wide open. Was he hurt? No, they didn’t hurt, he said. His voice had changed. His mouth moved but the sound was coming from somewhere else. He smiled weakly. I stared, turned him around again and again. Where was it coming from?? Finally I touched the long red sores, these gashes in his neck. Air pushed out towards me. Gills? I turned him around again, stared into his eyes. His mouth seemed to gape, not shape. He was changing into one of them.
Now desperate, hurry, find a cure, find a way to stop this from happening. Keep him from the evil that wanted to devour him – it was futile, a fight against the mob. They found us at the portapotties, his little face torn and peeling, hidden under a cap and hoodie. They grabbed him from me in the night when I could do nothing, no one but me could see what they were. I struggled, I fought, but his hat and hair came off in my hand.
They surrounded him. They pulled his skin, they peeled him like a banana. They ate it. They licked him. They fed him some premasticated globs, a cuddle and caress, sloppy pink floppy kisses and scaly head-rubs. They loved him. If he had a face anymore, he would have been smiling a grin like in days long past. His illness was over.
11.21.08
Bloomsbury’s Ghosts
R- did a presentation on bloomsbury for class this week – sent around some big photos of the house at charleston, I think. Here’s a group of people joined together by art, desire and political beliefs – by aesthetics and life in those protective niches, those marginal spaces where the Different Ones can thrive.
It was a memory, of the house where we lived so many years ago. When we painted everything, when we made everything beautiful. When our own art mixed with that of the “greats” and we spent our days surviving and our nights drinking, our paintings and poetry reaching up into the sky in a haze of smoke.
In these majestic enclaves all is normalized. We wouldn’t think twice at extravagance and decoration; we ate bread straight from the oven and wore faux diamonds. The beauty flowed from our fingers into typewriter keys and down paintbrushes, shaping a dream. We were going to make a difference. The world would become more truthful because of us. At least, our world was truthful.
We never accepted the world we were given. We transformed it. We made it our own. Had I known then about bloomsbury, I would have known what ghosts were with us.
11.16.08
The Complex Art Of Civilized Living
I’m writing a paper on Edith Wharton and came across the above phrase which I think is fascinating. It appears in the context of Wharton’s criticism of women getting university degrees at the expense of expertise in this, the complex art of civilized living.
Now we look at the Real Simple and the Martha Stewart and the endless run of how-to-live well and right magazines and somehow, there is this aesthetic domestic life all neatly packaged to appeal to the working professional woman with a university degree. This complex art has become increasingly complex and prescribed – every aspect of domestic life is quantified and qualified until we start to believe that operating without an ideology is dangerous… operating without a plan is just plain stupid.
How to live in a civilized manner? Is it aesthetics, the quality of workmanship and the visual effect of the objects you are surrounded by? Is it the political or moral truth of your life, that you harm none with your actions or live by an agreed-upon code? When we say “Civilized” we seem to mean a manner or way of treating our cohabitants, or we mean a lifestyle associated with another social class… I’d like to add to this that Civilized also mean exercising the electoral power and engaging in the discourse of citizenry.
11.12.08
Wrestling with Hoffmann
I’m trying to prepare a presentation on ETA Hoffmann’s The Sandman for tomorrow night’s class. There’s a lot there. In the story, there’s some major themes to be sure… and i’m having a lot of trouble figuring out how to narrow my presentation so it is remotely meaningful and actually sparks discussion instead of leading to stunned silence as usual. So in the interests of Narrowing, I’m putting some of the particularly toothsome thoughts down here instead of in my presentation.
1. Free Will – who has free will in the story? Nathanael feels he is controlled by Coppola and has no free will at all. He accuses Klara of having none herself because she refuses to subordinate her rationality to passionate art. By virtue of being an object, Olympia has no free will. The father is controlled by Coppelius and there is another man referred to who had made the eyes. On mechanism – Nathanael is mechanical and has machine-like predictability in his triggers and reactions. Is he a machine? Is the reader a machine?
2. The magic spyglass that turns machine into human and vice versa, an addictive technology able to transform the
3. Klara’s domestic future.
4. The family dynamic, the home invasion, the mental invasion. Coppelius invaded the home and the mind.
more to come…
11.10.08
Genre: Fantasy or, what I picked up today
As you know we are in a ground-floor apartment, living only a skip away from a dodgy major vancouver street and a little too close to the last real worker’s pub in the city. We have three prostitutes and know two of them by name. We also have proximity to various fast food restaurants and gas stations. Needless to say, we get a lot of trash on our street.
So today I got sick of it and took out the tongs and one of those ubiquitous shopping bags, out into the light rain to collect stuff that belongs somewhere else. Litter pickup day is fertile ground for writers. Objects often tell their own stories. Here’s what I found:
One label stuck to the sidewalk read: “Genre: Fantasy”
Fastfood packaging: Wendy’s beverage, straw and straw wrapper, napkins
various kleenexes, balled up
1 broken lighter, in pieces
cigarette pack wrappers
1 pair size 14 black capri jeans
1 large nude strapless bra
1 lace camisole
1 blue surgical glove
1 tank top with inscription: “So Many Boys, So Little Time”